As a family, I think we've had a good summer. The kids had a good balance of free time, day trips and one pretty awesome family trip (I am so missing AZ). We've had lots of laughs. Time with family on both sides including cousin trips to the pool, sleepovers, an epic lip sync battle, and women's world cup victories to celebrate.
E being home was mostly good. She and M fight a lot still and her early morning swimming makes her grumpy and irritable. Fortunately, she stopped the morning practices for the last several weeks and that helped tons. Better sleep is always good for her mood and it effects everyone in the house.
Sedona was the highlight of my summer. The rest of the summer has been punctuated by what I can only describe as feelings of stress, disconnection and being lost. I'm struggling to focus at work. I'm trying to keep things going with the kids and the household. Hopeless isn't exactly the right word, but I wonder sometimes how much longer I can keep up with all that I'm responsible for and not be buried by it. On most days, staying positive and remembering to be grateful is just too much effort.
I'm hoping the new school year will bring back some structure to my days. I'm hoping this brings me more peace and energy. At minimum, I'll have some more hours during the day of time to myself.
A few glimpses at this summer...
The summer started with a cousin baseball championship.
A snake at a skate park is heaven for A.
Nobody makes M laugh like Uncle K.
D won a big soccer tourney on father's day.
The WWC games were a highlight of the summer.
A won lots of free stuff this summer skateboarding.
D loves to herp just like his big brother.
Working together on a rainy summer day.
E and A remain close and get along so well.
Our boys at the trailhead.
L swimming at our pool with the little sisters/cousins.
Me and M.
Little L got his skate on lots this summer too.